Well I am now 13days past O.
I am not pregnant and have been spotting since 10 days after O...
I think Clomid is messing with me much like when I was on birth control.
If I don't get a for sure AF by tomorrow I will call the FS (I would have had to anyways on day 35 and tomorrow is day 34 so close enough) It's so hard because I keep thinking 'yes it is here' then an hour later and for the rest of the day I think 'well no maybe it isn't'. Oi vey!
I'm actually pretty okay that it didn't happen this month.
Well as much as I can be.
I won't lie I had my two moments of weakness and tears. But M is always good at making me feel better and restoring new hope for the new month. I still feel like I let him down, he had a hard time hiding his disappointment, I think he is still in partial denial. It breaks my heart- we both just want this so badly and are so ready.
I've been keeping my mind off things though with tonnes of housework and I am sewing as well as gardening. The beautiful weather is also helping, and I try not to concentrate on the negatives.
I will see what next month will bring us... hopefully it will be a good month.
If you need more distraction sewing...can we go fabric shopping when Sloan and I are visiting??? If we can find a sweet dinosaur fabric, I'm putting in a request for a blanket for the new nephew!
ReplyDeletehaha dinosaur eh? I can't say I've seen any in Fabricland but I wasn't looking for it either- and there is a whole other huge fabric place in Chatham which I would think would carry some...
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